Saturday, July 25, 2009

Today is the last day

He is going to Perth again in a few hours time. and don't we both hate partings. all the time. every time. I seem to unconsciously want to prolong our time together, only yet again, the plane won't wait. and everything else in motion has to take its course.

Going to begin the 3rd semester apart and I pray that we can get through this again. My mind is in a strange state of blank now. 

My feelings are outside me, being their mixed mixture outside my body - the anxiety fighting with nostalgia, soothing over the sadness, hovering over the confidence he will be back in November. And I'm hoping I won't forget anything tomorrow too. as you say it, 'such is life.'

If I start to be all sappy, I'll run away so you won't see my tears. ok?

... if i can bring myself to run away...

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