Humbling myself

Learning to accept my weaknesses and mistakes...

Feeling is hard, and sometimes i beat myself on the inside.

then again,

i think and wonder to myself,

do i even think?

i know i tried. 

to be enough. and more.

Signed up for DEW and had been eagerly wanting to go there and learn, but I have let other things take precedence over it and crowded myself with many other things to do. When I learnt that certain things had clashed, I had to informed the 'upper decks' of leadership that I couldn't make it 2 weeks in advance. I know I'd rather someone else take my place than let the place go wasted. It's a precious ministry i'm sure. Now this is THE weekend it's held, and I'm not there...

I must do my part well.