A turn around

well well well.. if it isn't me again.

i must say, it has been a pretty wierd combination of things lately.
had some heart to heart talks with people, my mum, my prayer buddy. comforting me, encouraging others, amidst the chat, fun and laughter. i seemed so destroyed one day, and the next, i seem to be pulling others up. unexpected combination? but i must say, without God, i could have stayed destroyed and not climb back up. and maybe not so quickly too.

the wierdest thing:

one night i could be sharing my heart to my mum and feel better cos she's such a good counsellor. and the next day, as if some bomb dropped in her or sth, she explodes at everyone, i repeat, EVERYONE, in the house. i was hit too. a strange happening. haha.. had some things that irked me here and there, so i wasn't in perfect mood too. and on the same day, feeling horrible already, i never expected God to use me to encourage someone (unknowingly) at dinner. Somehow it all feels better now. Things seem to be looking up. and God has certainly answered my prayers. maybe its a breakthrough on the way? =>

good things did happen. i tried my hand at video in church!! my first time! so nervous, even though it was a pretty simple job. but it felt like such a responsibility cos the rest of the congregation sees what you do on the big screen. i was cold and hungry though ( it was 9+ and i hadn't had dinner ). freezing. but i tried 2 cameras. so exciting!! it was girl power in the video team today and we're all beginners. but our 'chief-ess' said it was a job well done and she was surprised too. yay~ how God moves. (but pardon my jerky shots...haha)

we had a good cell last fri. it was smaller than the usual. but it was still good and we shared good stuff. C:

my aunty came back from the states a few nights ago. whoo hoo!! gonna have her wedding in singapore soon. how awesome. good to see a childhood face again. hee... after editing my dad's photos, i feel like trying out wedding photography too. hmm... =}

alright alright, back to work. the shooting schedule is so twisted...


This is a little quote i heard at the MRT station, Mother telling her daughter:

"Rachel, can you please act like a girl?!"

haha.. don't you just love it? sounds like something i hear alot when i was a little kiddo... hee~