Count Down: 10 DAys to Go.

if memory isn't here, it's not anywhere.
if it's not written down, it's forgotten.
if it's not captured, it'll fly away - fleeting as it is.
if it's not between pages of a book, it might be between puffs of air.
or fade blurs of memory between your eyes. or ears.

sometimes i wonder what i am. who i am. what people say about me. or don't say. or say indirectly. sometimes i don't know myself cos i do or don't do things despite myself, and i surprise me. i disappoint me too at times. should i see things from a big point of view or a smaller pov? or see hearts through the lens of cameras? i've always reminded myself to see things from heaven's eyes. you know, God's point of view. of course. but i've also wondered, if God has made me less than Himself, i wouldn't be able to see everything, what more understand everything. especially that involves Him. just like when we're kids, i think we're all blinded by some sort of evilness that cared only for themselves. i mean, what do you think of babies who cry all day and night, not casting a single care for their parents (or grandparents) who are aging before their teary eyes? or kids who complain and whine cos they want something they're not getting or they don't like something? most kids don't know how to be considerate until they learn. it's probably not an instinct. we are classified under the animal kingdom right? so until we learn to be something that's not completely natural, like maybe, being selfless, considerate, sacrificial, practicing self-control and discipline, persevering... stuff like that, then maybe we become less of an animal and maybe more of something else. have i crossed that so-called line of civilisation? maybe i should think of myself of more unworthy, more barbaric. then maybe i can become better. more room for improvement, see... heh. afterall, if we're so great, why did Jesus have to come down and save me from hell in the first place? i guess it makes sense...

we finished shooting our short film. not after 3 days of strange happenings and unexpected frustrations. i'm glad we had people to come down to help and give us their support. We had wonderful people like Grace, Jeff, Jit, Joe, Yun, Sara, and Siewhua to help us. and even Dan from Cinegear came down everytime whenever we needed him to. Thanks so much for coming to help just because you could. i mean, where else can we find such helpful people?! i love ADM!! i love ADMpeople!! thanks buddy for coming to support too. =) Thanks Grace and Joe for coming for ALL 3 DAYS!!! C= we owe you one...

AND

i think The Talking Eggs team was great. sure, it's our first film, so don't be so harsh on ourselves yea? I think we did a pretty good job on a first run. Not bad you know?! haha... i'm proud of everyone. This venture did open new opportunities for us. i hope that we can all have a good path from here too. maybe we can start drawing our own logo...haha... eggs!!!

now it's the post-production. think of nice edits, sounds, music,voices... GO GO GO GUYS!!! count down: 10 DAYS to submission.