PARTY~!! =D

well, sometimes i don't understand when someone says to me, 'no one wants to talk to me'. and i make an effort. but this person doesn't show interest in talking to you. i think its just a matter of whether you wanna talk to this person or not, right? well, i've been advised, to just let this person be. and let mo-mo ren to discover it in life by themselves. ~take it easy~
i think it all boils down to one word: INITIATIVE. you do what you wanna see happen. and you start the ball bouncing.
its a lesson i'm learning too.

i went and got myself lost in the CBD yesterday. was finding the YMS arts house and got lost. oh well, found this nice place with creeky floor boards that makes really nice (and scary) sounds with my hard shoes... *tap taptap tap... ok, i've booked a place for audition. please come for audition, people!!! i'm anxious. after that, i thought i could pack up and go home. walking back, i passed by this building with the banner of one of the theatre groups i wrote to (and who didn't reply me). so i decided to pay them a visit. exploring~ hee. bad news fell upon my tortoise ears (err.. tortoises don't have ears... right). okay... so now i'm hoping for the best. if you have nice grannies and aunties who wanna act for me, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know ASAP before next week!!! PLEASE!!! i'll treat them to ice cream. hee... my legs were tired...

okies, and after that, i had a party in my house!! WhEEee~~ hehe.. i'm influenced by this little purple friend of mine to bring out what i've always wanted to say but is always frowned upon.. but heck. haha..thank God for her :) okies, back again. PARTY! had a great time. we had so much food! we even have streamers and balloons, pizza, kfc, fried rice, mash potatoes and salad,ice cream and yixin's bread (that she DIDn't make but she DID prepare it..haha, ok, inside joke...) and really good games!! wow, thanks raymond and ivan for all the planning. we had my blanket for games, and really cool sound from 'who wants to be a millionaire' for games..haha.. i didn't know my house could be so happening. hee.. even my parents were happy. :D after that, of course, gotta clean the house up (at midnight, yeah). haha.. what a day.

these days my daddy is like a little kid. carrying our new camera around and volunteering to take photos for others. haha.. wow, he's taking wedding photos today! yeah, he just went off. and here i am, sitting in front of my laptop... think i'll go back to my book.