Blotched

Today I spent the whole day with my little brother playing games and brought him to church. Really feel that with everyone getting so caught up with what we’re doing, we forget those who need our presence. Especially family. Like they say, when all things come to an end, what matters most is our relationships with the people most important to us.

About work: it is a good thing I took up this job. Never mind the pay or how it’s not directly related to what I studied. Or etc. but I knew it when I knew it I had to take up this job. It was strange. I had peace. Well, timing was perfect. The topic was my pet cause. But only God would know what was in store for me.

Anyway, to skip the whole intro part, I currently suspect I’m being spiritually attacked. I never used to believe it much before but now it’s dawning on me as I become more involved in my role as a researcher. Basically, I’m entering people’s homes a lot of the time and some of them have housed (harmful) spirits. This was even affirmed by those who are of a different faith than me and hence, seems to be clearer to me that those things are really true (and evil). (sometimes they’d follow the crew home and wouldn’t leave until even their socks are thrown away.) Homes nowadays have huge statues and symbols. I mean, I was even ‘attacked’ by someone who was mentally unsound by whose family is of the same religion as I am- I bear no grudges at all. How could I be angry with such a person? Where is safe now?

At this house (which was a huge mess), all I did was help them clean up the place for barely an hour, and I got bitten by an insect (or was it?) when the rest of the crew had been there for the past 2 days with no bites or side effects. How can that be? Did I disturb anything? But why was I the exception right? Well, it’s been 1 entire month and I’ve got a swollen bite on my leg. Yucks. i hope medication really works. And lots of prayer too.

Well, I was warned. And I better believe it. Perhaps I was weak that’s why I was targeted. So I’m warned.

Did I mention that I’m sick again? Coughing badly this time. Again. I tell you, for the whole 4 years of recent school and toil and I hardly fell sick to simple flu and cough. Even when I had so little sleep. Now I keep falling sick. There’s no reason! I believe I’m actually well rested these days. It was comforting though that while I was at church today I did not cough at all. Everyone thought I was fine. Haha.

Anyway, please pray for me too. =) thank you…